If I could hold you close 

Like you were never gone 

If I could hear your voice 

You'd tell me to be strong

 
But sometimes, I just can't 

I just don't understand 

 Why you had to go, why you had to go  

Guess I'll never know

 
Ain't it funny how you think 

You're gonna be okay

  Till you remember things ain't never

  Gonna be the same again

In vain have I struggled. It will not do.

 My feelings will not be repressed. 

You must allow me to tell you

 how ardently I admire and love you.

Mr. Darcy

My dear old friend, take me for a spin
Two wolves in the dark, running in the wind
I'm letting go, but I've never felt better
Passing by all the monsters in my head

And I'm never ready
'Cause I know, I know, I know
That time won't let me
Show what I want to show

I move slow and steady
But I feel like a waterfall
Yeah, I move slow and steady
Past the ones that I used to know.

I miss you

You're gone gone gone away
I watched you disappear
All that's left is a ghost of you
Now we're torn torn torn apart, there's nothing we can do
Just let me go we'll meet again soon
Now wait wait wait for me
Please hang around
I'll see you when I fall asleep.  

You can leave if you want.   I'll remember you.   I remember everyone that leaves.

I live my life inside a dream
Only waking when I sleep
I would sell my sorry soul
If I could have it all.

The State Of Dreaming 

I lived a lot of different lives
Been different people many times
I lived my life in bitterness
And filled my heart with emptiness.

Got different people inside my head
I wonder which one that they like best
I'm done with trying to have it all
And ending up with not much at all.

Don't want to live in fear and loathing
I want to feel like I am floating
Instead of constantly exploding
In fear and loathing.